GOSH GOSH GOSH
WHY DO I ALWAYS FEEL INSECURE ABOUT FRIENDSHIPS...
SUCH A LAMER THING TO BE PARANOID ABOUT
I SHOULD BE PARANOID ABOUT OTHER STUFF, GUESS THIS ONE REALLY BUGS ME...

ANYWAYS, I THINK FB IS A KILLER,
MAJOR KILLER, THE SPYING, THE TRACKING, THE SHOULD NOT SEE PICTURES AND MESSAGES..

THIS MORNING FELT GROGGY, SICKLY, AND A FEELING THAT EVERYTHING WILL GO WRONG. AND YES I FLARE AT MY STUDENT TODAY. HMM...

LORD, GUARD MY HEART FOR ME LAH...I CANNO GUARD MINE, ITS A TANGLED MESS OF SHIT WHICH UNTANGLES, TANGLES, UN TANGLES, TANGLES AND NOW IT HAS SO MANY KNOTS!

I WANA JUST DIVE INTO BOOKS WHENEVER I FEEL UPSET, BOOKS MAKE ME ESCAPE REALITY, MAKE ME LOSE MYSELF AND FORGET MY INSECURITIES, WORRIES ANXIETIES AND MAKE ME PRETEND I AM SONEONE SELF EVEN FOR A WHILE. AND YES, ALL BOOKS HAVE BLISSFUL ENDINGS FOR THE PROTAGANIST.

SOMETIMES I WONDER IF I AM SO ANNOYING SO PEOPLE START AVOIDING ME LIKE PESTS.....