Got my antidote of books from borders yesterday, I had to,it makes my otherwise humdrum life more variegated.

I chose the light hearted ones with humour, romance element in it instead of the o-so-sombre kind or philo kind. I just aint no philo person, I really know myself well, no matter how hard I attempt to be more philo, I get utterly bored by it. I mean how do those books make you relax, they make you rack your brain too much and I have a pea sized one. I want it more enjoyable because reading is supposed to bring you immense pleasure...so I reckon I shall stick to the in your face kind. This just seemed to further prove the point that I am a simple woman, with simple dreams and a simple mind. I hate complexity in whatever form, be in in life or in books. Complexity and issues make me feel sick and wana just run and hide under my blankets. I reckoned that my entire approach to life has always been like this: run and hide when I cannot deal with the overwhelming complexities of issues life has thrown me. Perhaps justifying also why I end as a teacher, with more inclination towards children who are the least complex mortal beings on this universe.

I know as adults, you have to deal with things that come but somehow I feel inadequate to deal with them they make me extremely tensed up and I just feel like I am not equipped with the problem solving chip. GOSH! I am envious of people who naturally is endowed with this gift of analysing, solving problem chip.

Seriously I don't know how I ended up gibbering so much on this, was supposed to be a short entry but ended up being so verbosely.

Not feeling too euphoric either. Not knowing why either makes you feel worst.
I feel like I am missing out something but I don't know why I feel that way.

Bev said something about tetonic shifts , I hate that I like the shifts. Somehow I think it rubbed on me too.

" I wrote your name in my heart and yes, it will stay"